{"id":2710,"date":"2018-12-23T16:39:16","date_gmt":"2018-12-23T16:39:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/outsiderland.com\/danahilliot\/?p=2710"},"modified":"2018-12-23T16:43:39","modified_gmt":"2018-12-23T16:43:39","slug":"bonne-annee-2019","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/outsiderland.com\/danahilliot\/bonne-annee-2019\/","title":{"rendered":"Bonne ann\u00e9e 2019"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Dans le s\u00e9jour, dans un coin, pr\u00e8s de la fen\u00eatre, il y avait cette commode en bois, dont la porte demeurait toujours entrouverte. Sur la commode, un tourne disque, \u00e0 l&rsquo;int\u00e9rieur, un amplificateur et un lecteur \u00e0 cassettes. Deux enceintes pos\u00e9es sur les meubles adjacents. Du mat\u00e9riel allemand. De bonne qualit\u00e9. Solide. Quelques vinyles au pied de la commode. Un peu de tout. De la vari\u00e9t\u00e9 fran\u00e7aise, un peu de classique, mais aussi des disques de Th\u00e9odorakis. Le <em>Canto General <\/em>d&rsquo;apr\u00e8s le po\u00e8me de Neruda. Joan Baez. Dans mon semi-sommeil, j&rsquo;entends, ritournelle incessant, la phrase m\u00e9lodique \u00e9crite par Ennio Moricone et chant\u00e9e par Joan Baez, <em>Here&rsquo;s to  you, Nicola and Bart<\/em>. La premi\u00e8re chanson peut-\u00eatre qui me soit rest\u00e9e dans la t\u00eate. J&rsquo;ignorais tout de Sacco et Vanzetti (j&rsquo;avais probablement 4 ou 5 ans quand mes parents \u00e9coutaient ce disque). Plus tard j&rsquo;ai su. Oui. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>La grande table du s\u00e9jour \u00e9tait envahie de paperasse. Dans mes souvenirs, je ne peux la voir qu&rsquo;ainsi, envahie de paperasse. Mes parents ne rangeaient pas, ou quand ils s&rsquo;y mettaient, au rangement, \u00e7a ne durait gu\u00e8re longtemps. Int\u00e9rieur prol\u00e9tarien, famille nombreuse, maison trop petite. Promiscuit\u00e9. On demeurait chacun dans nos chambres. Ni mon p\u00e8re ni ma m\u00e8re n&rsquo;avaient de bureau \u00e0 eux. Je n&rsquo;imagine pas aujourd&rsquo;hui vivre sans une chambre \u00e0 moi (comme disait Virginia Woolf). Je restais dans ma chambre. Je lisais. Et j&rsquo;en sortais pour le repas du midi ou du soir, et parfois pour aller jouer dehors. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Quand Mitterand a \u00e9t\u00e9 \u00e9lu en 1981, j&rsquo;avais senti une grande excitation chez mes parents et leurs amis. J&rsquo;avais treize ans et baignais sans en avoir vraiment conscience dans une ambiance militante, mon p\u00e8re \u00e9tait syndicaliste, la gauche chr\u00e9tienne, la CFDT, nous recevions des coll\u00e8gues de l&rsquo;usine o\u00f9 il travaillait, les ouvriers semblaient remarquablement inform\u00e9s, avec des id\u00e9es politiques affirm\u00e9es, des argumentaires solides. J&rsquo;\u00e9coutais. Moi j&rsquo;\u00e9tais \u00e9cologiste avant que ce soit la mode. \u00c0 cause du drame de l&rsquo;Amoco Cadiz, les mouettes englu\u00e9es dans le mazout, la centrale nucl\u00e9aire qu&rsquo;on faisait construire \u00e0 Civaux, non loin de chez nous. Et, parce que je c\u00f4toyais chaque jour toute cette mis\u00e8re \u00e0 l&rsquo;\u00e9cole, j&rsquo;avais d\u00e9j\u00e0 une conscience nette des in\u00e9galit\u00e9s sociales. Mon p\u00e8re \u00e9tait tomb\u00e9 au ch\u00f4mage quelques mois, \u00e7a l&rsquo;avait compl\u00e8tement d\u00e9prim\u00e9. Puis sa carri\u00e8re a rebondi comme on dit (comme ils disent, ce sont des expressions que je pr\u00e9f\u00e8re ne pas employer), et il est devenu cadre, la famille passant du coup de la classe prol\u00e9tarienne \u00e0 la classe moyenne &#8211; bien qu&rsquo;avec quatre enfants \u00e0 \u00e9lever, en r\u00e9alit\u00e9, nous \u00e9tions situ\u00e9s quelque part entre le prol\u00e9tariat et la classe moyenne. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mais j&rsquo;\u00e9tais d\u00e9j\u00e0 adolescent, et, peu apr\u00e8s mon entr\u00e9e au lyc\u00e9e, d\u00e9couvrais le milieu underground de la ville &#8211; punks, skinheads, artistes en tous genre, th\u00e9\u00e2treux, musicos, peintres maudits, \u00e9crivains &#8211; tout le monde voulait devenir \u00e9crivain ou musicien ou peintre ou com\u00e9dien. J&rsquo;ai fait un peu de tout, mais l&rsquo;\u00e9criture m&rsquo;avait d\u00e9j\u00e0 choisi depuis longtemps. Nous \u00e9tions franchement sans espoir. Pas tous, mais les punks, oui, nous faisions profession de d\u00e9sespoir. Des cyniques ambulants. \u00c0 la Diog\u00e8ne vraiment. On se cultivait, on lisait beaucoup, Lowry, Genet, Joyce &#8211; tout \u00e9tait \u00e0 explorer. On buvait \u00e9norm\u00e9ment. Les drogues aussi. On g\u00e2chait tout ce qu&rsquo;il \u00e9tait possible de g\u00e2cher. Des gamins dou\u00e9s pour la plupart. Certains plus d\u00e9sesp\u00e9r\u00e9s que d&rsquo;autres. Pas que des prol\u00e9taires. Quelques fils et filles de bourgeois aussi. \u00c7a finissait souvent mal. Quand Mitterand a \u00e9t\u00e9 r\u00e9\u00e9lu en 1988, on n&rsquo;y croyait plus depuis longtemps. On en avait apr\u00e8s nos vieux, tr\u00e8s clairement. Comme s&rsquo;ils avaient trahi quelque chose, l&rsquo;espoir qu&rsquo;ils avaient fait na\u00eetre en nous avec toutes ces belles id\u00e9es politiques. Mais, disait-on, la lutte des classes est termin\u00e9e. Reste plus qu&rsquo;\u00e0 profiter \u00e0 notre tour. L&rsquo;\u00e8re des Yuppies, des Jeunes cadres dynamiques. Toute cette id\u00e9ologie de la r\u00e9ussite de merde qui nous a men\u00e9 aujourd&rsquo;hui, trente ans plus tard, \u00e0 cette catastrophe sociale et cet abrutissement g\u00e9n\u00e9ralis\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>On avait sans doute d\u00e9j\u00e0 pressenti, on \u00e9tait comme le signe avant-coureur, nous les punks, avec notre <em>No Future<\/em>, cette mani\u00e8re de cogner, symboliquement surtout, sur le pr\u00e9sent et l&rsquo;avenir, de la catastrophe \u00e0 venir. Et maintenant nous y sommes. Bizarrement, je suis toujours en vie. J&rsquo;aurais pas cru. Sinc\u00e8rement je donnais pas cher de ma peau. <br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dans le s\u00e9jour, dans un coin, pr\u00e8s de la fen\u00eatre, il y avait cette commode en bois, dont la porte demeurait toujours entrouverte. Sur la commode, un tourne disque, \u00e0 l&rsquo;int\u00e9rieur, un amplificateur et un lecteur \u00e0 cassettes. Deux enceintes pos\u00e9es sur les meubles adjacents. Du mat\u00e9riel allemand. De bonne qualit\u00e9. Solide. Quelques vinyles au&hellip;<\/p>\n <a href=\"https:\/\/outsiderland.com\/danahilliot\/bonne-annee-2019\/\" title=\"Bonne ann\u00e9e 2019\" class=\"entry-more-link\"><span>Read More<\/span> <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Bonne ann\u00e9e 2019<\/span><\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"Layout":"","footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[26],"tags":[],"class_list":["entry","author-danah","post-2710","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-litt"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v27.0 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/product\/yoast-seo-wordpress\/ -->\n<title>Bonne ann\u00e9e 2019 - Outside Dana Hilliot<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/outsiderland.com\/danahilliot\/bonne-annee-2019\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"fr_FR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Bonne ann\u00e9e 2019 - Outside Dana Hilliot\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Dans le s\u00e9jour, dans un coin, pr\u00e8s de la fen\u00eatre, il y avait cette commode en bois, dont la porte demeurait toujours entrouverte. 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